Single Mom at War!

This is Kim 2.0 and I am trying to see things differently and handle people differently. My son has been missing since 10/8 with no idea as to where he is and who he is with. As a Mother it breaks my heart to see the path my cubs is going down and knowledge that he will not allow me to help him. How do you reconcile loving my son my first born from a distance. Taking a stand that I love with all my heart but before I loved you I loved me. I also love my daughter and my Momma who are hurting as well. I have to say God you got and I am going to chill. The reason I started this blog was to help someone to know that they are not alone. That you can be the best parent you know how and that you kid or kids will grow up and do things that you don't agree with. They are growing into young adults and if they make good choices you support them and if they make bad choices then you also support them. When all of this first started no one could tell me that almost 2 years later and 14 times ...

I am not ashamed of my journey it has made me a strong person. I am not going to let anyone dim my light so that they can shine. I love this new version of me she has a hustle that I have never seen. I know that this is just the beginning not being arrogant but I feel that God is saying yes in my life. Now let's not get is twisted like people on Facebook who lead you to believe that their life is perfect. The marriage or relationship and kids are amazing. That is not my story.  My son has gone off course and no one knows where he is,but I have to be okay with what he is doing in his life. God let me see that not only am I not the only Mother having issues with my child but that I have to learn how to love him from a distance. On this part of my journey everyone can not come with me. In the Bible it is called separating the wheat from the tare. I have said to God if I have to do this alone with just God then I will. Not perfect but honest enough to say that part of my life is ama...

I have been gone for a minute got busy baking Kimskakery is doing amazing. It is amazing how one part of your life can be going so good and the other parts are all going to hell. I have to admit being a control freak so if it has my name on it then it I have had my hand on it. I know that the title of the blog is crazy but what if it was true. What if you had already won and you didn't know it. What if everything you wanted was in arms reach and you blew it. I have seen it with my own eyes and it is a bad situation. To me it reminds that in the Bible God said be still and know that I am God. I told me son if he changed his circle he would change his circumstances. He said that he and his friends are all trying to make it and I asked what does that look like,because everyone in your circle should be growing and evolving and moving on. Just as in the Bible God shall separate the wheat from the tare. Not everyone who starts with you will finish with you. And you have to be ok with...