There is nothing worse than having to depend on other people for anything. I am the caretaker and I like the control that comes with it. So to have all of that taken from me in a instant it was hard to deal with. Trust me I know that I am blessed and that things could have been really bad I just could not understand why Me. I have taken so many hits with my health in the last fourteen years damn can I catch a break. My son was home and yes I was glad but with the stress of not feeling well and trying to understand my new normal it was so much to handle. I did not want to be sad or depressed but I was in my feelings. My son left again a few weeks after my stroke and I was so hurt this time. He had promised that he was done with the running away and he was excited about the prom and graduation. So when he left it sent me into a depression. I just want to know why he keeps doing this and how can I get him back on track. I also had to tell myself the truth that I was mad...