Single Mom at War!

Just when I  thought things were going good the rug gets pulled from under me. I have started my own business and I am enjoying the work and watching something I love grow and expand. But my son ran away again and was gone for 9 days. During that time he has gotten two tattoos that are illegal for him to have in North Carolina. So how can I find joy when my life is in such a tail spin. After Christmas and I started to make some decisions that I had to take my life back. I had become someone that I didn't even know anymore. I made myself look in the mirror and I realized that the person who was judging me was me. I always felt like you live and die by your kids successes and failures. I was not in the frame of mind that my son was his own person and he is making his own decisions and it has nothing to do with me. I was taught you don't ever embrace your parents. You never ever know who knows who and you have to watch what you are doing at all times. But my son was not like m...

I have not blogged in a little while because Kimskakery is keeping me busy. I am so blessed and happy that the thing that I love that I am able to pass it along to someone else and they are able to enjoy my gift. I am baking up a storm and building up my business from the ground up. I have never worked so hard in my life but I have never been this happy either. So my last blog was about him coming home for Thanksgiving and how it made me feel. So when he came home for Thanksgiving he was  high and was still up to the same games . He was home to stay and that things were going to be better this time. So we put the Christmas decorations and tried to  move on with holiday season.  I am not a fan of Christmas since my father passed away on December 23 and that has always brought on so many emotions.  He was going to school and cutting classed and we had pick him up from school be he was so high at school that he smelled of weed. I was so embarrassed and ashamed that my ...