It has been awhile since I have had the compulsion to be vulnerable with the world. And with so much going on in the world any of my issues seem to very small. So much has happened since I last posted my son is now in Federal prison for the next 6.5 years and my daughter is about to graduate high school and go off to college. And while I know I should be sad or feel som kinda way about his current situation. I oddly have so much peace. I can sleep because I know now one is coming to ask me to identify his body at the morgue. I can watch TV without any fear that his mug shot will be on the news. And i don't fear the phone ringing with someone telling me that they had seen him. And with all of that I never thought I would find peace knowing he is prison. The most important thing is that he is alive and with all that is going on in not just Charlotte but the entire country. My peace is that I know where he is and he is safe and while I may not be able to touch him. I pray everyday th...